Go my own way.
This is my life, my children, the path I chose.
Yes I want love, ‘that’ person.
Nobody exists though above them.
I think I meet you, the one in a million
for many, many reasons.
The one not in a million.
Who then shouted me down.
Took me back to the day
I lost control.
The end for me
when I cannot speak.
When I cannot hear myself think
or speak above you.
That is the day that I say goodbye.
And started again.
For me, for them.
For a never again.
I would rather be alone.
Yet I know I won’t be.
Because I have them
to teach me about every moment,
of their world each moment of every day.
That is enough.